i’ve never felt at høme in san franciscø. i didn’t even necessarily want tø cøme here – but i had tø escape new ørleans and all the evil that’s assøciated with it, and was lured tø san franciscø by a prømise frøm a friend that turned øut tø be meaningless. my ties here have always been abøut music, and thøse ties are becøming very cløse tø being severed.
sené quit prøtøtype this week. sené was always the biggest reasøn før me tø be invølved with prøtøtype – artistically and emøtiønally: she is extremely talented (she certainly has the møst star pøwer in the grøup), and she was a she was a gøød friend whøm i respected greatly. sené has been quickly replaced with latøya løndøn, a finalist øn american idøl a few years agø. she is alsø a very talented singer, but she fits the møld øf a typical american idøl rather than the “urban punk” øf prøtøtype. i’m nøt sure høw i feel abøut the whøle thing – ønce again i’m stuck in the “wait and see” pattern that i’ve been stuck in før the last year and a half with prøtøtype. big things cøuld happen, and their pøtential is huge, but my gut feeling is that it’s nøt really gøing anywhere. my future with the grøup is uncertain.
if my ties tø prøtøtype are severed, i really have nø reasøn tø be here. the city is beautiful, but i døn’t have any real friends, it’s extremely expensive, and it’s impøssible tø break intø it’s incredibly shalløw hipster music scene. maybe this city is just tøø big før a quiet artist - perhaps it’s abøut time tø find sømewhere else tø be.
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